Why I don't Blog often

Kay,
remember how this is my blog?

Yah.  let's be totally honest here.  Cuz that's just how I roll.

I stopped Daisyhalos for the reasons I gave, and started this one with one motive:  To become a better person.  I didn't like that "Will's" ex, Sarah, was reading multiple times each day, in spite of me asking her to stop.  And it was making me into a person I didn't like being.

Why did I care?

Well, she said she read because she wanted to check on the kids, which didn't make sense because she was friends with them on Facebook.  And REALLY didn't make sense because she would click on photos of Will and I, on the wedding ring, on my kids-- and I felt violated.   She also said that she liked reading because it made her laugh because of "Will's Lies".  I don't need someone that bitter and vindictive knowing ANYTHING about my life.  We don't ask drug addicts to pick up our prescriptions, and we don't ask malicious people to know every happy detail about our lives.

Well, it's a new life.  And I don't need a constant reminder of someone who is intentionally cruel and someone who negatively affected so many people I truly love.  It got to the point that I didn't want to write things because I didn't want her to know about my life now.  For her to care baffled me anyways, but it was becoming obsessive on my part, and honestly, I couldn't be that person.   I am not bitter or angry at the way she has treated me-- I'm a big girl and anyone who knows me knows that I forgive fairly easily and quickly.  But I get angry and hurt when I have to deal with the repercussions of what she managed to ruin in the short time she had to influence people I know. 

So, I started this blog.

Now, I've accepted a bunch of people I know, and a few I don't.
And, according to my site-trackers,  she is still reading.  Therefore, she is someone I don't know, a 'follower' or something.  Or else, she is a friend I know who lives in the same area.

So, if anyone ELSE lives in Yelm, Washington (or thereabouts) and I've confused you with her, let me know.  Until I figure it out, I will not blog.  And I will have to start eliminating people I don't know personally, which I don't want to do AT ALL.

But I will not appologize for wanting privacy.  I have more privacy from the parents of my 7 children *Chris (my ex) and Tawny, (Will's first wife)* than I do from a blip in the timeline of Will's life, and quite frankly, I have eliminated negative people from my life and this is the final step.

Call me petty and rediculous.  Maybe I am.  But I need peace, and this is my way to get it.